I am shocked, frustrated, angry and mentally in coma state. My brain is not functioning properly yet I couldn't but write something about what just happened in my birth place...

I am shocked, frustrated, angry and mentally in coma state. My brain is not functioning properly yet I couldn't but write something about what just happened in my birth place...
I personally try to avoid discussing certain issues on my blog section. I do that willingly, not because I am afraid of something but I just don't feel comfortable writing...